Today, Vinny had is surgery for his ear tubes and his adenoid removal. All went well. I didn't think I was at all stressing about this situation until it hit me yesterday when I was supposed to leave him for my body scan. I started to panic about him having to stay at the hospital and about him being sedated. I rescheduled my appt for Thursday the 8th and did all I could to spend time with my little boy.
Surgery went great and he is recovering perfect. So needless to say...I was all panicked for nothing (haha nothing new here). Now that Vinny is on his way to recovery and becoming a healthy boy for the first time in a very long time, I realize, it's time to start taking care of ME for once.
I am ready to kick this cancer's ass and there isn't anything that is gonna stop me now. If all goes well with my scan tomorrow I should be started my first round of ABVD chemotherapy. Not really looking forward to it but I gotta do what I gotta do. Vinny needs his mama and the only way I'm gonna be healthy enough for him is to do this treatment.
I'm not worried much about the treatment because I have faith that it is going to work fully and completely. However, I am scared shitless to have some of the side effects happen to me. So, please say a prayer and think about me.
Until next time....PEACE, LOVE HAPPINESS AND FAMILY <3
love you michele! sending lots of love, light and prayers out to you, your doctors and your family. today will be stressful, i am sure. keep me posted. i have no doubt you will kick that cancer's ass in a big way!
ReplyDeleteThanks Jen! Love you too!!
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